Charles Marsh: Dietrich Bonhoeffer: Eternity's Child - An Excerpt from "Strange Glory"
An Excerpt from Strange Glory: A Life of Dietrich Bonhoeffer by Charles Marsh
1906-1923
Eternity's Child
When he was a young child, and his family rented a sprawling villa near the university clinics in Breslau, Dietrich Bonhoeffer and his twin sister, Sabine, lay awake at night trying to imagine eternity. The ritual eventually became a game, with each child concentrating on the word to clear the mind of distractions. And on funeral days, as horse-drawn hearses approached the cemetery that lay just to the north, the twins would watch from their bedroom window.
Eternity. Ewigkeit.
Sabine found the word "very long and gruesome." Dietrich found it majestic: an "awesome word," he called it.
Sometimes he would picture himself on his deathbed, surrounded by family and friends, reclining on the threshold of heaven. He knew what his last words would be and sometimes rehearsed them aloud, though he dared not reveal them to anyone. He hoped to welcome death as an expected guest-he did not want to be taken by surprise. But, sometimes, when he went to bed convinced that death would come that very night, he would grow light-headed, and the walls of his bedroom would reel about, as if he were at the axis of a carousel. He imagined himself rushing from sister to brother, from father to mother, pleading for help. The prospect of its happening now-of his vanishing tonight into the vast mysterium-felt so real he had to bite his tongue to reassure himself that he was still among the living. That he could feel mortal pain. At such moments, he worried that he suffered from an "incurable fear."
When the twins got separate bedrooms they devised a code for keeping up their metaphysical games. Dietrich would drum lightly on the wall with his fingers, an "admonitory knock" announcing that it was time once again to ponder eternity. A further tap signaled a new reflection on the solemn theme, and so it went, back and forth, until one of them discerned the final silence-usually it was Dietrich. And with the game concluded, he lay awake, the only light in his room coming from a pair of candle-lit crosses his mother had placed atop a corner table. "When at night I go to bed, fourteen angels round my stead," he would hear her sing. He liked the idea very much: one angel "dressed in a little white cloak," standing by his bed, and others watching over children everywhere.
Dietrich believed the nightly ritual spared him from "being devoured by Satan," Sabine later wrote, though there are few references to Satan in her brother's adult writings, early or late. Ultimately, death would enthrall more than it frightened, and the devil would frighten him hardly at all. "God does not want human beings to be afraid," he would one day preach to the congregation in a posh London suburb. God's only desire is that people "reach out 'passionately' and 'hungrily' for mercy and love and .”ˆ.”ˆ. grace."
Unlike most Protestant theologians of the twentieth century, Dietrich Bonhoeffer was not the child of a minister. The sixth of eight children (his twin being the seventh), he was born on February 4, 1906, in Breslau, into a family of prodigiously talented humanists, who preferred spending religious holidays in the festive company of relatives and friends rather than in church. "Popguns, soldiers!" he wrote in his first letter to Father Christmas. Over the years he would ask for musical instruments, suits of clothes, fur hats, shirts and ties, trips abroad, shoes for every occasion, and the works of Immanuel Kant and G. W. F. Hegel. His wishes were most often granted.
The family lived at 9 Birkenwäldchen Strasse in the affluent Breslau suburb of Scheitnig. Across the street a narrow park traced the bend in the Alte Oder River south beyond the Dombrücke to the city zoo and Bishop's Forests; to the north, a path cut through dense pine woods to the cemetery and to the psychiatry and nerve clinic, where Dietrich's father worked. Sabine recalled a summer afternoon when her twin brother disappeared after the call to dinner. It was during a heat wave in lower Silesia. Dietrich, tanned and sporting "a shock of flaxen hair," had been larking about in the backyard hoping to ward off the midges. Finally, he took shelter in a garden niche deep in the overgrown field between the rose arbor and the edge of the property. As his nursemaid stood on the veranda, repeating the dinner call, Dietrich paid no mind. Heedless of the heat and the fading light, he was content in the solitude of his secret place in the summer garden.
With its thick walls, narrow windows, and piercing spires, the house stood on the eastern bank of the Alte Oder, off a cobblestone street abutting another narrow wood. Arches and corbels enlivened the brickwork, and touches of Gothic-Baroque appeared in the finials, overhangs, and trussing. A hipped roof and screened-in porch entry, with deep eaves and dormer and eyebrow windows, gave the impression of a Low German farmhouse extending whimsically in every direction.
But for the rose arbor and a small vegetable garden, both carefully tended, the backyard was left to grow wild, according to fashion. Hens and roosters skittered about the yard and across the aging tennis court. Goats and sheep roamed freely in and out of the stables and even into the house when the doors were left open. Dietrich's mother kept a children's zoo with "rabbits, guinea pigs, turtledoves, and squirrels," a terrarium with lizards, and snakes, and "collections of birds' eggs and mounted beetles and butterflies." In the shade of a linden tree, Dietrich's father and older brothers built a tree house on dark piers, a latticework affair with a small stage for skits. One summer, Dietrich helped those same older siblings dig an underground passageway from the arbor to a boulder. Beyond the family's three acres lay what the neighborhood children called "the wilderness." There the land rolled softy toward the river and into a bog where they collected algae, worms, lizards, and bullfrogs for their terrariums and things to inspect under their microscopes.
Word that the family was moving to Berlin, more than three hundred kilometers from Breslau, came as a surprise to the children and elicited grumbling in the ranks. In 1912, the year Dietrich turned six, Dr. Karl Bonhoeffer was offered the chair of neurology and psychology at Friedrich-Wilhelms-University in Berlin, a prestigious post overseeing the clinic for nervous and psychiatric disorders. At Breslau, which had numbered Max Born, Erwin Schrödinger, Fritz Haber, and Otto Stern among its many Nobel laureates, his position had been more than respectable. But Berlin offered greater prominence for Karl's clinical studies-along with a better salary and "more possibilities" for the children's development. And the metropolis of two million held great potential for cases of hysterics and addiction to study.
At first, the family rented a place on the Brückenallee, a street that no longer exists, near the Tiergarten, the former royal hunting estate that had become a public park, where Dietrich and Sabine might see the kaiser's children also at play. Four years later, Dr. Bonhoeffer purchased a three-story Gründerzeit-Villa in Grunewald. The suburb had been the brainchild of Otto von Bismarck, the first chancellor of the German empire, who set aside a large parcel of pristine forest to be developed as a residential district. A colony of grand country houses in a variety of architectural styles, Grunewald, or "green forest," was the ideal rus in urbe, offering rural atmosphere within reach of urban amenities, while keeping the city's grittier aspects at bay. Scientists, statesmen, and scholars, filmmakers and movie stars, financiers and industrialists, all promenaded along the same leafy boulevards and mingled together at neighborhood soirées. In the summer, canopies of linden and birch shaded the paved streets, and the woodlands to the south seemed to entwine the neighborhood's generously proportioned blocks. The writer Christopher Isherwood, who in the 1920s rented a flat in a noisy working-class urban district, called Grunewald a "millionaire's slum."
The Bonhoeffers warmed to their new home at 14 Wangenheimstrasse. Though smaller than their rented Breslau villa, the house was elegant and lean, built in the style of a classic German country home, with a hip, shingled roof, a bow front dormer, and a clinker brick face on the basement socle. There was also a deep yard, a large veranda facing the garden, and an office suite for Dr. Bonhoeffer's home clinic. On mild days, music drifting through the open windows could be heard in the garden of primroses and young bracken. "An unobtrusive wealth and an uninhibited taste for pleasure and comfort," Bonhoeffer wrote in his unfinished autobiographical novel. "It wasn't so much the importance of the individual object that pleased the eye and warmed the heart as the solicitous care given to the whole."
Inside, the plain cedar floors, crafted to the highest German standards, were well worn. A "thick, plaited mat covered the parquet floor" in the front hall, there being no need, as the lady of the house, Paula Bonhoeffer, saw it, for children "to run across Persian rugs before they knew how to keep their shoes clean." The appointments were simple and sturdy throughout, made to last of top-quality wood and fittings. Beyond the foyer was an enormous living room (twenty meters wide, twenty-five meters deep) that the Bonhoeffer family called simply das Zimmer, "the room," or, if necessary, das grosse Zimmer, "the big room," but never der Salon, the "parlor," which to Paula's ear sounded pretentious. A massive dining table, the wood engraved on all sides, could comfortably seat a dozen in chairs of dark Bavarian timber. On the sideboard, Julie Tafel Bonhoeffer, the children's grandmother, who lived in Tübingen until moving to Berlin with her housekeeper in 1925, kept an antique silver box from which she occasionally drew pieces of chocolate to treat the little ones.
Family portraits and austere landscapes, many now hanging in Munich's Neue Pinakothek or in Hamburg's Kunsthalle, graced the spacious rooms downstairs. Some of the paintings were by Franz von Lenbach, the brothers Achenbach, and Johann Wilhelm Schirmer, but most were the work of Dietrich's great-uncle, Leopold Graf von Kalckreuth, and his father, Stanislaus Graf von Kalckreuth. Of them all, Dietrich best liked the portrait of his great-grandfather August von Hase, over a corner sofa. In the painting, the aging provost, for decades a distinguished professor of church at Jena, kneels before a crucifix, holding an empty hourglass.
With the help of a small army of servants-chambermaids, housekeepers, a cook and a gardener, a governess for each of the older children, a nurse for the small ones-Paula was praised for keeping a well-tuned, comfortable, and stimulating home. After the move to Berlin a receptionist for Dr. Bonhoeffer's private clinic, housed in two side rooms off the main floor, was also hired, as well as a chauffeur.
The earliest German descendants of the Dutch clan van den Boenhoff left Nijmegen in 1513, settling in Schwäbisch Hall as goldsmiths, aldermen, and landowners. On the family seal a lion clutches some beans, against a blue field. Roughly translated, "Boenhoff" means "beanfield." But by the nineteenth century, the family had achieved prominence in law, medicine, and the Lutheran Church.
Karl Bonhoeffer was the son of Judge Friedrich Ernst Philipp Tobias Bonhoeffer, a lawyer who served most of his life as president of the provincial court in Ulm. A contrary and emotionally distant man, he was a "firm enemy of everything faddish and unnatural." He abhorred buses and trains, remaining convinced that any journey of less than sixty kilometers was better undertaken on foot, when all the transfers and inevitable delays were factored in. This meant that, for holiday visits, Karl and his siblings would have to walk the forty kilometers from Tübingen to their grandparents' home in Stuttgart. Each spring the judge trekked alone through the Swabian Alps with a burlap bag of radish seeds, which he scattered Johnny Appleseed style, returning in the autumn to collect the harvest.
Karl Bonhoeffer inherited his father's exactitude and his aloofness, though not, it appears, his short temper. Outwardly gentler than the judge, Karl nevertheless demanded as much of his children as of himself. This was especially so of the way the children formulated their thoughts and expressed themselves. He expected precise and measured judgments, brooking no "spontaneous utterances" or banter in his home. Any child with something to say in the presence of adults had better choose his words carefully. Not that Karl was uninterested in his children's opinions; rather, he took pleasure in clarity of argument. A word spoken in haste or a half-baked thought made him visibly unhappy. He could bring a child to attention by asking, "Was sagst du?"-"What are you saying?" He may never have raised his voice, but he rarely embraced or kissed his children.
Karl subscribed to an enlightened skepticism toward the miraculous and the supernatural, toward any belief that contradicted the laws of reason. He accepted his wife's instructing the children in religion only in measured doses, and so long as it served a useful purpose. Nearly two decades of clinical work in empirical psychiatry and neurology had inclined him to think of religion as a tool that might sometimes help people order their lives and ward off chaos-although he felt there were better alternatives. He chose not to accompany his wife and younger children to the Lutheran Church of Grunewald they attended now and then, and he steered clear of the Sunday-afternoon social hours that Paula convened over coffee and cake, with hymns sung around the piano. The twins' religious formation was of more importance to their mother than that of the older children, perhaps because of her awareness of the boy's spiritual predilections. Karl Bonhoeffer did not oppose baptisms and confirmations-if they included a celebration in a spring garden, he rather enjoyed them-but he preferred to keep the Sabbath in his own way. It was his custom, after the evening meal, to gather the family in the library and read aloud stories, poems, and letters. Theodor Fontane and Friedrich Schiller were his favorites, though he also read from Fyodor Dostoevsky, Hermann Hesse, and Fritz Reuter, the popular nineteenth-century chronicler of rural life. This was much more intellectually satisfying than religion, or psychoanalysis, which he criticized forthrightly for encouraging the same sort of meandering speech and speculative indulgences he found so insufferable. "I understand nothing of that," he once said with a sigh after his wife had read the Advent story from the Gospel of Luke. He was only too happy to delegate stories of angels and virgin births to her capable care.
Excerpted from Strange Glory by Charles Marsh.Copyright © 2014 by Charles Marsh. Excerpted by permission of Knopf, a division of Random House LLC. All rights reserved.
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